missing you

i miss your simple simple smile... your long black wavy hair and those baby hair on your forehead... your smell...

i miss the way i hug you and wrap my arms around you... i miss everything..

fair and unfair chance

a guy friend of mine (a close friend so i know what he is doing) caught cheating with another girl by her girlfriend, but then they are still together (maybe they have a fight about it and everything and my friend ask for forgiveness and blah blah blah so she forgives him)... but i think other girl could have break up with a guy like that... the thing that really bothered me is WHAT ABOUT ME?

can i have another chance? i didn't even cheat :( not fair

i was only from my stupid mouth!!

are you?

Does she even think of me?

chance

If only she could give me another chance... its never too late for me but for her I think...

I'm feeling hurt everytime I think about what I did... not thinking that it would come to this... i always think she was kidding.

I couldn't insist, i'm afraid that it will only result to even more heartache...

what i've done

Thinking over again, all those happy memories.. i can't even..

I keep on thinking that i'm not the lucky guy, not at all... not even close...

I wanted to cry, the same feeling 3 years ago... but i cant...

I thought i was strong... i was not

I fucking miss you!!

dreams

i dreamt about her, i was happy,.. but when i wake up i couldn't even remember what it was... but i sure i was happy, the memories...

maybe this is it for me, i'm old... regrets will be a thing of a past in life...

i'm not trying to be successful, i just want to be happy of what i have...

keeping it

i would think of her every single day... maybe i already accepted it or not but deep inside me is crying.

when we are separated and hurt, we tell ourselves to stop caring we make ourselves strong that we forget to fix the problem first... so far, we left ourselves hanging or is it i'm the only one.

i was afraid to ask her if she already move on, because she already told me that it was over...