let's start it off

january 2015, this blog will be my new self blog because i want to change myself for good and help me focus on myself and to serve it as an outlet... this is because i have been on so many failed relationships and i can't see myself from wanting to save it or let it go... i've been hurt before and the same thing happens again... so what's wrong? or what went wrong? i'm just confused, i don't want to say a word because i'm afraid of being rejected twice... i've told myself, "is she testing me?" enough with the broken love story... so i do now is working out, losing weight and belly fats... also help me forget the feeling... i'm back at teaching violin :) i still do play dota :D and Clash of Clans (she plays it and she is better than me.. lol)